not-seppukku-deactivated2023120:
do you want to be my antidepressant?
If I ever loose my battle to depression, know that I fought, know that I tried, know that I did my best to overcome
being alone all the time feels fine until you have a normal conversation with someone then its like ohhhh i was losing my mind ok.
“Falling for him wasn’t falling at all. It was walking into a house and suddenly knowing you’re home.”
“When I first looked at him I thought he was pretty cute, now when I look at him I see my whole world”— 12:19AM
just to be clear, I’m staying here as long as this site functions. I have 0 intentions of deleting this blog, I will go down with this ship if only to see exactly how bad it gets
Still having unhealthy urges that your younger self used to have is not bad. All that matters is how you deal with those thoughts. If you can sit it out even a little longer, or deal with it even a little different, that’s already growth. It’s not the thought, it’s what you decide to do with it.